keep on keepin' on.

My first blog.

All I know about blogs is that they can be whatever you want them to be. So I have decided I want my blog to be a place on the internet where I can vent, talk about my day, talk about my dogs, basically talk about whatever I want.. and if people want to read it they can, if not, they don't have to. But I would feel better knowing that my true feelings are out there in cyber space.

I'll try not to name names. But I might name names sometime. And that's okay. Because this is my blog.

Oh, and I'm not good at grammar/punctuation... bascially I hate to capitalize, and i dont care where commas and periods go when I'm typing a lot. And that's ok too. Because this is my blog.

On to bigger and better things. I just got over a horrible cold, so naturally I was doing a lot of fb'ing. And I noticed... that of allll the people in my close group of high school friends, i'm the only one that has really lost touch. Why? Not because I haven't tried. Not because I haven't called them EVERY time i've been back in chicago. I don't know. Maybe i've lost touch because I moved to kansas for a guy. And that pissed my friends off. I don't know... I figured they'd be... oh, HAPPY for me?!? Nope. I mean, one of my friends moved about the same distance and....still in touch with everyone. I guess we made this pact to visit each other every year... but I had no idea how completely broke i'd be throughout college... but I'm to blame. It just makes me so angry. I'm getting married this year. When I told my two closest girl friends... one was very excited, the other... couldn't care less. I suppose its jealousy? I'm assuming here, ok? But I'm marrying the most amazing man i've ever known and usually that is a good thing, usually friends are excited for friends. I just feel like it isn't fair. When I made my guest list these people were the first I even listed, and now i'm reconsidering inviting all of them.

I officially have used my first blog to vent.

I guess there's really nothing I can do but keep on keepin' on. And make the best of the new family I'm starting and the friends that are to come.

done for now...