sunday funday

Today is sunday. And like most of my Sunday's lately... I am hungover.

I spent last night watching the KU game (while knowing we won the entire time because it was DVR'ed), drinking too much red bull vodka, and just hanging out with good friends.

Not much happened today outside my churning stomach because of all I drank. However I did realize that tomorrow will be February 1st and I will no longer be able to drive my car... it needs new tags. So i'm thinking of a way to con my fiance into driving me to school. Hmm. I'll have to keep brainstorming. I also got graduation stuff in the mail, which means that I will actually graduate before I turn 30! That's something, right?!

I have to say that I am absolutely the luckiest girl in the entire world. Had to say it. I realize I didn't say much about my fiance last week, but I catch myself looking at him across the room as I type this blog entry and he is watching the travel channel, and he just looks so cute that I pretty much fall in love with him all over again everytime i glance over at him.

I realized after I read my last blog entry that i'm pretty boring, and my entries will probably be boring... but I guess I'd rather have a daily/weekly blog post online than in my computer to remember things that happened in my life since my mac decides to crash every other month.

I'm still deciding where i want this blog to lead... like if I want it to be a online "diary" or a family blog where I write about life leading up to marriage, and then life while i'm married etc... but for now, i'm just writing whatever comes to my mind. Oh, I suppose this could be my quit bad habits blog... but that would be very boring... because i'd just sit here and talk about how much I want to smoke or how badly I want to bite my nails.. and even if no one reads this... thats really not what I want to read in 10 years about what I was doing right now.

Ok. We need to get dinner.

That's all for now...

keep on keepin' on.

My first blog.

All I know about blogs is that they can be whatever you want them to be. So I have decided I want my blog to be a place on the internet where I can vent, talk about my day, talk about my dogs, basically talk about whatever I want.. and if people want to read it they can, if not, they don't have to. But I would feel better knowing that my true feelings are out there in cyber space.

I'll try not to name names. But I might name names sometime. And that's okay. Because this is my blog.

Oh, and I'm not good at grammar/punctuation... bascially I hate to capitalize, and i dont care where commas and periods go when I'm typing a lot. And that's ok too. Because this is my blog.

On to bigger and better things. I just got over a horrible cold, so naturally I was doing a lot of fb'ing. And I noticed... that of allll the people in my close group of high school friends, i'm the only one that has really lost touch. Why? Not because I haven't tried. Not because I haven't called them EVERY time i've been back in chicago. I don't know. Maybe i've lost touch because I moved to kansas for a guy. And that pissed my friends off. I don't know... I figured they'd be... oh, HAPPY for me?!? Nope. I mean, one of my friends moved about the same distance and....still in touch with everyone. I guess we made this pact to visit each other every year... but I had no idea how completely broke i'd be throughout college... but I'm to blame. It just makes me so angry. I'm getting married this year. When I told my two closest girl friends... one was very excited, the other... couldn't care less. I suppose its jealousy? I'm assuming here, ok? But I'm marrying the most amazing man i've ever known and usually that is a good thing, usually friends are excited for friends. I just feel like it isn't fair. When I made my guest list these people were the first I even listed, and now i'm reconsidering inviting all of them.

I officially have used my first blog to vent.

I guess there's really nothing I can do but keep on keepin' on. And make the best of the new family I'm starting and the friends that are to come.

done for now...